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17 July 2010 @ 02:50 pm
Friends Cut  
I've done a small friends cut, it was the best thing for me. I need to be comfortable here, this is my good place, and I feel like I'm getting closer to that now. I wish all of the people who have been on my f-list, past and present, the best. We've all had our share of ups and downs but nothing was done to be mean. I just have to put my comfort first since this is my little slice of heaven. And of course the usual of some people just stop posting regularly or we just dont have enough in common still applies.

Thanks everybody, for everything.
I'm In....: the couch
I Feel....: thoughtfulthoughtful
I Hear....: the AC
Memitfordgal on July 17th, 2010 07:23 pm (UTC)
The past few days you have been thinking and doing things that are blowing me away. You are so strong... frankly, I'm envious at the moment. I wish I could write about it in my own journal but I'm way too tired to be forcing words and it WOULD be forcing...
SSA McGeek: ...And God Created Womanmcgarrygirl78 on July 17th, 2010 07:26 pm (UTC)
I dont feel so strong, I just feel like me. I've always held things back, let things be said, say things I dont exactly mean to keep peace....why should I keep doing that? I just need to be me.

And I stopped accepting friends for the most part but I knew there were some people that it might be better if we parted ways but I just stuck around and I was crumbling. That bombshell with Heather, Amy, and the whole old gang just reminded me that I've walked away from much, much more for my sanity and cutting a few people might sting for a little while (its always hard for me) but in the end I had to.

I hope you get to a place soon where you can write it down in your own journal.
Memitfordgal on July 17th, 2010 07:39 pm (UTC)
I just did! You are an inspiration. I don't know if it helped but at least I did something other than watch TV, play on Facebook and cry.
SSA McGeek: Annie...being humanmcgarrygirl78 on July 17th, 2010 07:43 pm (UTC)
Good. Sometimes just getting it out makes a world of difference. It doesnt always stop what you're feeling but communication, even sometimes just with yourself, is so key to eventually feeling better.
vegawriters: IPS-Hidesvegawriters on July 17th, 2010 10:17 pm (UTC)
WHAT?! You don't love me anymore?!

Oh wait, never mind.

SSA McGeek: Derek Morganmcgarrygirl78 on July 17th, 2010 10:19 pm (UTC)
You goofball!
vegawriters: Mariska/Stephanievegawriters on July 17th, 2010 10:21 pm (UTC)
Who? Me? Nah. I'm not goofy. ;)
sodoesrachael: CM- Reid (bitch please)sodoesrachael on July 18th, 2010 08:03 am (UTC)
*see icon*


SSA McGeek: Facepalmmcgarrygirl78 on July 18th, 2010 02:04 pm (UTC)
I dont know whether to laugh or cry when I see this....I havent had coffee yet. But the laughter and the heart tell me I should just smile too.

These things can be hard but are necessary.
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SSA McGeek: Emily....for real though?mcgarrygirl78 on July 18th, 2010 02:05 pm (UTC)
I dont always, I'm still a work in progress. I am constantly a work in progress.
~ I Bite ~maligator on October 12th, 2010 11:18 pm (UTC)
Hi! I just added you. I've finally been able to spend more time on LJ lately now that life has calmed down a bit and wondered if you'd consider adding me back again. I can't promise frequent updates, but you know I'll read and comment. :)
SSA McGeek: ...And God Created Womanmcgarrygirl78 on October 13th, 2010 12:11 am (UTC)
Hey, its really good to see you back on LJ.

Unfortunately, right now I'm not adding new friends. I know you're not *new* in that sense but many personal things are going on right now and I'm really keeping ranks closed. I hope things are well and you meet great new people here.
~ I Bite ~maligator on October 13th, 2010 01:54 am (UTC)
No problem. Thanks for the reply.