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29 October 2007 @ 06:24 pm
Love and all that jazz  
So, at work today all the girls were talking about their exes, soon to be exes, and the man they wish they never married.  I fondly call my office divorce court because there always seems to be some domestic drama unfolding....its a great place to be all day as a writer.  Anyhoo, the girls, who range in age from 35 to 45 always tell me never to get married.  They say it is not worth the pain and it is much easier to kick a boyfriend out than a husband.  What if I dont want to kick him out.  I have delusions that I will fall in love with a great guy.  Notice I say delusions.  But it could happen.....right?  I am not looking for perfection, I know no one is perfect.  I just want someone who makes me smile, think, laugh, and can handle my slight obsession with the West Wing.  He has to be smart, self-sufficient, and knowledgable of the world around him.  I would prefer a Democrat but others are OK as long as they are pro-choice and not overly religious.  Gee, I sound like I am applying right here.  I am not.

I just wonder if I am going to be single for the rest of my life.  Where the heck are all the men?  Are they hiding out in some cave waiting for the apocalypse?  Are they weirdoes who are addicted to internet porn and TMZ?  Where are just the regular guys who like a beer, laughter, a book every once in a while, and at can at least attempt to do something while having sex other then cumming and going to sleep?  I know that I am not going to get the one I want, a cross between Sam Seaborn and Toby Ziegler who looks like Taye Diggs.  A dream, though one I have every now and again.  But I want someone.....someone in between as everyone is.  I have just been thinking about it lately as I listen to the girls at work talk about child support, restraining orders, new girlfriends, cheating spouses.....is love out there anymore?   And if it is, will I find it?  My mother says I am a late bloomer....that everything will come in time.  Its time!!!!!!!!!!!!  Maybe not for the gods above who may be responsible for its happening but definitely for me.  

Just wanted to get that out.
I'm In....: the lair
I Feel....: curiouscurious
I Hear....: Charlie Gibson giving me my info