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09 January 2008 @ 08:20 pm
close encounters of the Allison kind  
OK, so I was waiting for the bus after therapy and this couple comes to stand on the corner next to me.  She looked so much like Allison Janney I had to look like 5 times.  My heart started to beat so fast and my mouth was sweating...thats how much she looked like her.  Especially with just the streetlight on.  But upon closer inspection (and she must have thought I was crazy cuz I was totally staring), I realized it wasnt Allison, but that was a fun little experience anyway.  She was very pretty, must be nice to look like Allison Janney, I wonder if people tell her that.

Therapy rocks my socks.  We talked about things like my sister's return, my excitement about my book club, work, what's going on in my life and what I want for the future.  As it was ending we got around to talking about sex......I am much too conservative when it comes to that kind of conversation.  If you cant talk to your shrink, who can you talk to?  She wrote it at the top of the list for when I see her in two weeks.  I'm going to swallow it and just talk about some of the things I want and what I am tired of dealing with.

Speaking of swallowing it, I asked out Kamal.  He accepted though he later said he had a girlfriend.  He said this as he was giving me his number and saying to call him.  What does that mean?  I am not the homewrecker type and I really would just like to know him better.  We could go out for lunch and I could find out we dont have a damn thing in common....he might get on my nerves.  But does it mean he is just dating someone, does it mean he is in a serious relationship, and why would he encourage me if he were in a serious relationship.  Also, its not like guys with girlfriends arent allowed to have friends.  I talked about my therapist with this and she said the best way to know was to ask, so I will.  Even if nothing ever comes of it I am just so happy I got up the guts to ask, and not being rejected was kinda cool too.

Want to spend my night finishing this Toby/Ellie story I'm working on before jumping back in to some of my ficlet challenges....it has been a ton of fun.  Someone just threw me a really crazy Leo/Devlin one, will be interesting to see if I can fit the word blackboard in and not have it be completely stupid.

I'm In....: the lair
I Feel....: happyhappy
I Hear....: Crowded House "You Better Be Home Soon"
bullpugluvbullpugluv on January 10th, 2008 02:00 am (UTC)
men? they are a mystery. i guess if i were you, i would ask him how serious his "gf" is and if he says not that serious, then go for it!
SSA McGeek: Rissi ROCKS!!!mcgarrygirl78 on January 10th, 2008 02:02 am (UTC)
Yeah, I think that's the route I'm going. Girlfriend is just a word that is used to mean damn near everything these days. And I feel there has to be some interest on his part because he could have used the girlfriend thing to brush me off, you know?