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13 July 2008 @ 12:55 pm
FIC POST (thoughts of a sleep deprived girl)  

Hey, it is sooooo time for me to attempt a nap.  I dont know if it will be impossible today considering that I only had four hours of sleep leaning back in an easy chair last night.  Not the best, but better than some things in the past.  I have been informed by  [info]mothergoddamn  that I have written the 1st Josh/Santos EVER!!!!!!!  This makes me want to celebrate even if the pairing is not a favorite.  I've never been the first fic wise, since I came into West Wing fanfiction very late, 2005.  I am happy about this and if anyone knows differently, dont tell me.

I'm posting this story for

crazymuleShe made me like 6 icons, I hardly knew how to choose and she wanted some CJ/Toby.  I thought it was the least I can do.  As you were on pain meds when you made them, I was on lack of sleep when I wrote most of this.  Here's to hoping it makes any sense.  I think it does and I hope you like it.  Everyone else can read too of course.  Feedback is like a backseat romp with a redhead.........all I desire  : )

It Seemed Everlasting
Author: Montiese
Category: PWP
Pairing: CJ/Toby
Rating: MATURE
Sometimes though, Toby wanted to make her his, even if it only lasted for a moment in time.

 “I made it pretty clear earlier that I was not speaking to you.”
“Just let me in.”
“I am tired and I am tired of this. Go away.”
“No.” Toby shook his head.
“Fine, then just stand out there. I don’t really care.”
“I’ll keep banging on the door. Someone will call security. I’ll most likely be arrested for refusing to move along and you will have to spin that in the press.”
“I will tell them you are an idiot…its believable.”
“Let me in, Claudia Jean. C’mon, please.”
CJ’s stance softened. She could not remember the last time Toby said please. Moving aside, she let him into her hotel room and closed the door.
“Is there something wrong with your own room?” she asked, sitting in an uncomfortable chair and pretending to read her legal pad.
“Yeah. I'm out of beer. And you're not there.”
Toby took the pad from her hand, throwing it on the table. He pulled CJ up from the chair and into his arms. She resisted his kiss at first. That was OK; he was a persistent man. Soon she stopped straining against him and their tongues worked together, drawing moans from them both. Toby hardly wanted to stop long enough to pull the Columbia law tee shirt over CJ’s head. it was his anyway; he had a right to take it back.
His mouth immediately found her naked breasts. Toby licked, kissed, sucked and caressed. His rough beard left little marks on her skin noting that he had been there. CJ’s back arched.
“Oh, Toby…mmm…”
He smiled at his accomplishment. CJ did not often surrender. She preferred to take the lead in any seduction. Men rarely complained, as she was damn good at it. Sometimes though, Toby wanted to make her his, even if it only lasted for a moment in time.
“Should I stop?” he mumbled, his lips again on hers. “I can stop if you want me to.”
“Shut up Tobus.”
“Just tell me not to stop.” he pressed his knuckles gently into the small of her back and felt CJ’s knees give a bit. “Tell me that you want me.”
“Would you just fuck me?”
“Tell me woman.”
They stopped for a moment; CJ sighed heavily. She was burning up, as it never took long for Toby to light the fire in her. he unbuttoned his shirt as if he had all the time in the world. She took a moment to glance down at his straining khakis and knew that he did not. Still, Toby could hold out. He would not let that erection drive him over the edge until he wanted it to. Not in the mood to let him win a round, CJ Cregg got down on her knees.
“Dammit.” Toby muttered, knowing he was cornered. He had to decide if he would concede.
With quick fingers, CJ pulled his hard, warm erection out of his slacks and ran her tongue along the underside. Toby shuddered. Clearly, she had won this round; he could not turn down what she offered. Instead, he pressed his hand on the back of CJ’s head, pushing her closer. She never minded when he did that…it just made her hot. She sucked him hungrily, growling like an animal. Toby loved when she turned greedy and animalistic.
“Ohhh.” He threw his head back, calling her name repeatedly as he slid closer and closer to the edge. He could feel it coming like a giant wave. Toby stood on the shore, arms outstretched, welcoming an end to the torture.
Then it was over. He opened his eyes and CJ’s mouth was no longer on him. His balls ached; he feared sudden movement might cause detonation. Toby’s mind rushed to think of things that would calm his raging hard on, bunnies, Republicans, his 11th grade American History teacher, but he was too far gone.
“Come back here.” He pleaded breathlessly.
“Or what…you're going to chase me?” she laughed.
“I can't move.” He said through gritted teeth. “Claudia Jean, don’t be so cruel.”
She was grinning, biting her lip. That juicy bottom lip could destroy any man.
“What's the magic word, Toby Ziegler?”
“Please what?”
“Oh, I don't know!” he was practically screeching and knowing she enjoyed his pain only turned him on more. 
He struck out like a cobra, able to grab her close with just a tentative lean. Kissing him hard, CJ reached down and with a few rough tugs, Toby finally released. He nearly fainted from how good it felt. CJ grabbed a hand towel from on top of the dresser. She cleaned off her hand and threw it at him.
“You always did make a mess.” She said.
“Never the second time.”
“Whatever.” She rolled her eyes, yanking him toward the bed.
They undressed each other, forgetting about words. They wanted to explore. Stroking and caressing each other until they were both panting for more. Toby’s fingers worked between CJ’s thighs as he made love to her breasts. The way she moaned his name and arched her back; Toby was mesmerized. He loved that her grip on his shoulders was strong. Her noises exhibited both pain and pleasure…Toby made sure of that. He knew what she liked and rarely failed her. CJ came twice, the second time more powerful than the first.
“Toby! Oh God, Oh my God!”
He thrust into her hard, giving CJ little chance to recover. She could handle it and she enjoyed it. Toby always knew whether she wanted it sweet or sharp; it came from years of knowing each other in every way possible. He was almost ready to fall again. Nothing was sexier to him than watching her climax. She never wore a mask when they were intimate. CJ could never fool him. When CJ liked it, he knew, and the same applied to when she did not.
“CJ, oh God yeah, tell me it’s good. Tell me how good it is.”
She knew his outbursts did not require an answer. Still, she stroked his beard before tenderly moving her hand down his chest. It slid across his lower belly as it moved up and down on her own. Her touch pushed Toby to his breaking point. He thrust so deep, desperately seeking release. CJ’s eyes fluttered shut as his fingers massaged her clit. It was huge, pulsing, and her third climax grabbed Toby by the throat. They fell together, sailing into the warm pitch blackness. Clutching each other as their bodies trembled and changed before their very eyes. Toby let go of a cry before the room fell into silence. CJ’s mouth was warm on his and her kisses held him like a treasured lover.
“Are you still mad at me?” Toby whispered.
“Probably. Don’t talk, and don’t move.”
Toby obeyed, still lying on top of her, still deep inside of her. His hands moved across her skin before pushing himself onto the mattress. CJ studied the ceiling, not looking at her companion.
“There is cold beer in the fridge.” She said.
“Want one?”
“Nope.” CJ moved the pillows against the headboard and lit a cigarette. Nothing was better after good sex.
Toby padded across the room naked, grabbed a Sam Adams from the mini-fridge and then leaned on the dresser. The cool wood brought relief to his tingling skin.
“You're beautiful.” He said, holding the bottle to his lips.
“I've heard that before.”
“You are still mad. I hate when you're mad.”
He especially hated it after lovemaking. After they made love, Toby always wanted to hold her close and forget when the sun came up they would just be friends again.
“Let’s just stop talking for a little while, OK? I want to relax.”
CJ took a deep breath and went back to her cigarette. She would occasionally look over at Toby, her lips quirking into a smile as he just leaned there, naked with a beer. it was almost adorable. They were the best of friends, even when they fought, and were amazing lovers. She wanted something more but had no idea if Toby was the one she wanted it with. If the answer to that was no, this campaign thing would have to end. That wiped the smile from her face. Better not to think about it tonight. He was there, and whenever he was there, Toby offered and CJ always accepted.
I'm In....: the lair
I Feel....: exhaustedexhausted
I Hear....: "You Make Me Sick" Pink
crazymulecrazymule on July 13th, 2008 06:15 pm (UTC)
Yay! you made my day! Your fics are so well done, I'm always excited to see them on my list, even more so when it's one especially for me! It made perfect sense, it seems you have a talent for sleep writing. You've got a good handle on the voices for each character, something that I envy you for. I'm rubbish at writing fanfiction, therefore I'll have to live vicariously through you.

I've never seen a Josh/Santos fic before, either. You've started your own genre. Perhaps you should just go about writing really odd couples all the time. I've never seen Donna/Jed or Sam/Abby, for instance. Just an idea.
Atticus (as if I could be anything else)thecolourclear on July 13th, 2008 07:31 pm (UTC)
ooo, but is there Donna/Abbey or Jed/Sam? IF there is, I have some meta to write about the nature of slash/femslash in fandom ...
Jen: slashersjem80 on July 13th, 2008 08:20 pm (UTC)
There is some excellent Donna/Abbey over at the National Library and raedbard has done a couple of Jed/Sam fics. I believe they're posted in her LJ.
if I seem a little strange, that's because I am: Jed: portraitraedbard on July 13th, 2008 08:52 pm (UTC)
You KNOW there's Jed/Sam. Or you should. That said, I couldn't remember the title of it myself ...
SSA McGeek: Bradley Whitford....simply irrresistiblemcgarrygirl78 on July 13th, 2008 09:03 pm (UTC)
Both of those couplings have been done though I can say I have never read them i have come across them in my travels.

I sincerely thought everyone had been tackled and I was OK with that....it really is insane that no one had done Josh/Santos. While not my cup of tea, I dont think its very out there. Hell, I've read Bruno/Leo, so Josh/Santos does not seem like a foreign concept.

But I am proud of myself and did enjoy my cake immensely. Did you check out the story?

Edited at 2008-07-13 09:04 pm (UTC)
Bettina Dawes: WW-Jedmothergoddamn on July 14th, 2008 12:10 pm (UTC)
OI, it's a awesome pairing! You know their love is true!
SSA McGeek: Leo....he's not the CHIEF for nothingmcgarrygirl78 on July 14th, 2008 12:45 pm (UTC)
Yeah.....right. Their sex is good though, and thats good enough for me.
Bettina Dawes: Brad&Janemothergoddamn on July 14th, 2008 11:17 pm (UTC)
Man, you wait until I write my own fic! I'm making it a MPREG!!!!! Yeah, you better run!

*runs off to make a OTP icon*
SSA McGeek: Pass the Dutchiemcgarrygirl78 on July 14th, 2008 11:40 pm (UTC)
I might run if I knew what MPREG was. I am almost afraid to ask.

What are you cooking up in that sick, twisted mind *g*
Bettina Dawes: WW-Ewmothergoddamn on July 14th, 2008 11:50 pm (UTC)
Bout time I got myself a ship, don'tcha think?

MPREG is male pregnancy slash. I just cannot abide it!!!!
SSA McGeek: Bradley Whitford....simply irrresistiblemcgarrygirl78 on July 14th, 2008 11:55 pm (UTC)
I do, I'm so happy you have one and I am happy that you liked my story.

Male pregnancy slash? This actually happens? Man, I feel so vanilla, there are little corners of the fanfic world I just....I can only shake my head because I dont get it.

What got you on Josh/Santos?
Bettina Dawes: WW-Ewmothergoddamn on July 15th, 2008 12:00 am (UTC)
Oh, my tongue is firmly stuck in my cheek! It's just off TWoP recaps because they'd rip Josh's chasing of him! You need to read-so funny.
Bettina Dawes: WW-Josh & Donnamothergoddamn on July 15th, 2008 12:00 am (UTC)
P.S Although dirty sex stories with them are still hot!
SSA McGeek: Bartlet: Slow that shit down bromcgarrygirl78 on July 15th, 2008 12:03 am (UTC)
I was thought this was weird but weirder things have happened so I was going along with it *LMAO*

Josh just has gay tendencies man, you can stick him with just about anyone, add sweat and its going to work for you.

Love the OTP icon....its icon-riffic!!!!!
Bettina Dawes: WW-Ewmothergoddamn on July 15th, 2008 12:11 am (UTC)
I considered CJ/Gail but this pairing is much weirder so went with it!
SSA McGeek: Garcia......OMFG!!!!mcgarrygirl78 on July 15th, 2008 12:13 am (UTC)
Um, I dont know about much weirder but its a little left of center. While I dont know anyone who ships CJ/Gail, there are those who think it may be plausible. What about Danny/Josh.....there was a spark there.
Bettina Dawes: WW-Quotemothergoddamn on July 15th, 2008 12:16 am (UTC)
Gail was so flirty with her little sexy fins and bubbles. The looks she threw CJ from that bowl.

What about Debbie and Bernard? Man, I bet no one has wrote THAT fic before!
SSA McGeek: Margaret.....WTF!!!!mcgarrygirl78 on July 15th, 2008 12:20 am (UTC)
I'm thinking you are definitely right about Debbie and Bernard....and for that I am grateful.

Hmm, what about Marbury and Margaret? That might be sexy.
Bettina Dawes: Uncle Buckmothergoddamn on July 15th, 2008 06:36 pm (UTC)
I want a WEIRD pair so people will see me on LJ and go "OMG, it's that loon that ships Leo and His Glasses!"
SSA McGeek: Leo....he's not the CHIEF for nothingmcgarrygirl78 on July 15th, 2008 06:52 pm (UTC)
What about Leo and Toby's glasses? Now that would be HOT!!!!!
SSA McGeek: CJ......Leo's girlmcgarrygirl78 on July 13th, 2008 09:07 pm (UTC)
I'm really glad you like it. I love both these characters but they have been best friends in my head so long it was hard to put them in a situation like this. I guess the sleep deprivation worked to my advantage : )

They were the first pairing I wrote when I started fic three and a half years ago but I gave them up for CJ/Leo because I felt it was more of a challenge and less people vying for the shippers attention. They are a few of us CJ/Leo people out there and we are a dedicated bunch. The move was kinda calculated inititally but one I am SO glad I made.
crazymulecrazymule on July 13th, 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)
You are the first hard core CJ/Leo people I've met. Of course I don't spend all that much time searching through fan fiction, mostly only what I read on my friend's page but I'm always happy to find a new pairing.
SSA McGeek: CJ and Leo....hearts and kissesmcgarrygirl78 on July 13th, 2008 10:55 pm (UTC)
There are not that many active anymore. Even when I started in 2005 my inspiration came from writers who stopped writing in 02 and 03. I feel as if I have inspired at least two or three people to pick up the pairing, but even if no one did, they would still be my OTP. I enjoy lots of different pairings, and have over 600 stories on the National Library, because in the ned its the writing that keeps me going, even more so than who I'm writing about.
Claire: TWW - CJ/Toby Lostjustdreaming88 on July 13th, 2008 10:46 pm (UTC)
That is wonderful, hot and very them.
SSA McGeek: Short Boy Adores Tall Girlmcgarrygirl78 on July 13th, 2008 10:50 pm (UTC)
Thanks. So glad you enjoyed. I do love Claudia Jean and her Tobus : )
sammie1million on July 14th, 2008 01:10 pm (UTC)
Yikes...that was really great! It's so CJ and Toby. Loved it! x x x
SSA McGeek: Short Boy Adores Tall Girlmcgarrygirl78 on July 14th, 2008 08:37 pm (UTC)
Thank you....and I love your icon. There are so many good CJ/Toby ones, but I only need one and its really hard to choose.
sammie1million on July 14th, 2008 09:37 pm (UTC)
I know what you mean. I just saw the image and thought it would make for a lovely icon :) x x x
tobycjgirl66tobycjgirl66 on July 15th, 2008 03:19 am (UTC)
love this
abosolutly love
Starhuggerererer.pinkinks on July 17th, 2008 10:36 pm (UTC)
OMG HTF did I miss this?? (Sorry hun *blush*)

For somebody who doesn't ship these two, you have done a sterling job. That is a great (and hot) story.
SSA McGeek: Claudia Jean and Tobus.....best friendsmcgarrygirl78 on July 17th, 2008 11:20 pm (UTC)
I dont know....its been up a while. And while I dont ship them, I know there is a definite connection between CJ and Toby and I just exploited it. Plus they are both so sexual, its pretty easy to get them in bed.